I Smell Another Rant – 8

So I’ve been told that people will get bored of my blog if I keep posting Matt Giraud updates and videos. I beg to differ. But if a story is what you want, well here you go.

Last week has been rough. First of all, the sperm bank that was my father is now known only for the unsanitized douchebag that he is. This is a fitting title, since his wife is a dirty cunt.fish

I don’t like dropping the c-word, honestly. But let me explain why this word suits her. First, she’s ugly. Inside and out. Miserable, and ugly. More specifically, she tried to sabotage the relationship between my mother and I when I was just a youngin. Feeding me several lies.

She told me countless times that it was MY fault that my grandfather didn’t like her, which is totally classy considering he’s no longer with us. She BLAMED me when my father had an affair (and got caught). She tried to ruin my wedding, and she has driven a permanent wedge between me and my brother.

So ya, she’s the c-word all right. A big, dirty cunt. I’d post a picture but I think the computer would crash and life as we know it in the Internet world would soon become extinct.

So the douchebag that is her counterpart gets all upset. Doesn’t understand why I would drop the c-word so freely. Are you kidding? So instead of telling me how upset he is, he hacks into his other daughter’s Facebook account and starts saying nasty stuff on her behalf. Tells my husband some things, my mom some random stuff, and myself. To me, he says something to the effect of “I’m not a sister” or something. Trying to make me think that a 13-year-old doesn’t love me. Big, strong man…

miserableHe even said things to my friends. My friends who have know idea what’s going on. And it’s all incoherent babble. Like worse than alcohol-induced. That’s right, daddy… we all know you’re back on the coke. Douchebag.

So I call him and tell him off. As if he wants to yell at me for calling his wife a cunt, then actually get to the heart of the issue… He married the cunt, now he has to deal with it. Serves him right.

So I’m over all that drama right? Then I get a letter from the government telling me that my husband’s application for permanent residency has been rejected. Don’t even get me started here. They fucked up. So in this whole recession that is our way of life, I have to panic that I might lose my job, and my husband can’t even get a job because he’s just an immigrant… Scratch that. He’s just a visitor. On permanent fucking vacation.

And I’m sick. Stupid flu. At least it’s not the pig flu. No irresistable urge to roll around in the mud. Yet.

So why have I been posting about Matt Giraud? Because I’m sick. I’m tired. I’m stressed. I’m overworked and underpaid. My husband might be deported. Life sucks.

But Matt – he’s a breath of fresh air and a temporary escape. So let me have it.

matt-g1

  • http://wickedlilpixie.com/ pixie

    Post Matt away I don't blame you at all. What a douche!

    • http://www.justkickinit.ca Jac Star

      thanks darlin :)

      i just posted in the rant group as well lol – gave them a disclaimer in case the youngins have sensitive eyes

  • http://wickedlilpixie.com/ pixie

    Post Matt away I don’t blame you at all. What a douche!

    • http://justkickinit.ca jacstar

      thanks darlin :)

      i just posted in the rant group as well lol – gave them a disclaimer in case the youngins have sensitive eyes

  • http://wickedlilpixie.com/ pixie

    Post Matt away I don't blame you at all. What a douche!

    • http://www.justkickinit.ca Jac Star

      thanks darlin :)

      i just posted in the rant group as well lol – gave them a disclaimer in case the youngins have sensitive eyes

  • Anonymous

    I fu..ing knew something was wrong. The only words that come to mind is that he is a no good piece of shit. We don't treat our children that way.I'm so pissed that i feel i would hurt him in places he doesn't even know exist. I figure he should be around my age or even younger so it would not bother me doing something bad for the right reason. Sorry about my attitude it's just when it comes to dirtbags i was knowned not to be too diplomatic. Sorry it's just in times like this i'm not too good with words. He"s probably like dog shit , he'll eventually dry up and blow away.Hang in there kiddo and do get well.

    • http://www.justkickinit.ca Jac Star

      Thanks Roger, i've never heard you get so worked up before!

      and i like your dog shit analysis, except you forgot the part about being swarmed with flies… he needs that

      <abbr>Jac Star’s last blog post..Huzzah!</abbr>

  • Anonymous

    I fu..ing knew something was wrong. The only words that come to mind is that he is a no good piece of shit. We don’t treat our children that way.I’m so pissed that i feel i would hurt him in places he doesn’t even know exist. I figure he should be around my age or even younger so it would not bother me doing something bad for the right reason. Sorry about my attitude it’s just when it comes to dirtbags i was knowned not to be too diplomatic. Sorry it’s just in times like this i’m not too good with words. He”s probably like dog shit , he’ll eventually dry up and blow away.Hang in there kiddo and do get well.

    • http://justkickinit.ca jacstar

      Thanks Roger, i've never heard you get so worked up before!

      and i like your dog shit analysis, except you forgot the part about being swarmed with flies… he needs that

      <abbr>Jac Star’s last blog post..Huzzah!</abbr>

  • Anonymous

    I fu..ing knew something was wrong. The only words that come to mind is that he is a no good piece of shit. We don't treat our children that way.I'm so pissed that i feel i would hurt him in places he doesn't even know exist. I figure he should be around my age or even younger so it would not bother me doing something bad for the right reason. Sorry about my attitude it's just when it comes to dirtbags i was knowned not to be too diplomatic. Sorry it's just in times like this i'm not too good with words. He"s probably like dog shit , he'll eventually dry up and blow away.Hang in there kiddo and do get well.

    • http://www.justkickinit.ca Jac Star

      Thanks Roger, i've never heard you get so worked up before!

      and i like your dog shit analysis, except you forgot the part about being swarmed with flies… he needs that

      <abbr>Jac Star’s last blog post..Huzzah!</abbr>

  • http://emgirlsblog.blogspot.com/ EmGirl

    FRIG JAC!!!I didn't know fathers could be like that!!!!Well it sounds like they are both douchebags and deserve each other!And if posting Matt makes you feel a little better than WHY THE HELL NOT is what I say!A little Eye Candy can do wonders…feel better!!!

    <abbr>EmGirl’s last blog post..So sore…</abbr>

  • http://emgirlsblog.blogspot.com/ EmGirl

    FRIG JAC!!!I didn't know fathers could be like that!!!!Well it sounds like they are both douchebags and deserve each other!And if posting Matt makes you feel a little better than WHY THE HELL NOT is what I say!A little Eye Candy can do wonders…feel better!!!

    <abbr>EmGirl’s last blog post..So sore…</abbr>

  • http://emgirlsblog.blogspot.com/ EmGirl

    FRIG JAC!!!I didn't know fathers could be like that!!!!Well it sounds like they are both douchebags and deserve each other!And if posting Matt makes you feel a little better than WHY THE HELL NOT is what I say!A little Eye Candy can do wonders…feel better!!!

    <abbr>EmGirl’s last blog post..So sore…</abbr>

  • Anonymous

    Sorry about that Jac. It,s just that i hate and i do mean hate what i consider to be ' bad ' people. EmGirls is right a little eye candy can do wonders…well not for me anyways….lol

  • Anonymous

    Sorry about that Jac. It,s just that i hate and i do mean hate what i consider to be ‘ bad ‘ people. EmGirls is right a little eye candy can do wonders…well not for me anyways….lol

  • Anonymous

    Sorry about that Jac. It,s just that i hate and i do mean hate what i consider to be ' bad ' people. EmGirls is right a little eye candy can do wonders…well not for me anyways….lol

  • Rain Rider

    I think you are all assholes for supporting one side of the story. As you will all learn in time, every story has 3 sides. This one sided view , in my opinion is from a very angry young girl. I say that beacuse of her choice words, sounds like you have none or little class whatsoever. You need to learn pretty fast girly, life is unfair and it sucks big time, GET USED TO IT!!!!

    As I said you sound very angry, why not get therapy to help you deal with your shit. Its blogs like yours that keep my kids unsafe on the internet. GROW UP AND FACE YOUR PROBLEMS, or are you some white trash that needs to bash other people's integrity to make you look and feel better? Get over yourself and try to find solutions instead of crying the "poor me" tune.

    • Merlene Abbot

      I think you need to go back to school, Mr Rider – anyone with sense knows it's "two sides to every story".

      As for your kids, perhaps you should be asking what it is that you're allowing them to see that makes them "unsafe". Or are you another beer-drinking hobo that just stuffs their kids in the bedroom with a computer or video game and that's "parenting"?

      Of course, anyone that uses terms like "girly" and "white trash" probably has a lot of their own issues to deal with, so letting their kids wander onto sites that are "unsafe" must be par for the course. What's up, mother not breastfeed you well enough?

      • http://www.justkickinit.ca Jac Star

        ha Merlene well said, thanks.

        and Rider… thanks for reading.

        <abbr>Jac Star’s last blog post..Huzzah!</abbr>

      • Rain Rider

        You have just supported my point! Wait a bit longer, you'll see…3 sides to every story. And BTW, its Ms. Rider, no insult taken.

        • http://www.justkickinit.ca Jac Star

          let's see… three sides….

          the side of my so-called father who desguised himself as a 13 year old girl to say awful things to his daughter, his son-in-law, and his ex-wife.

          the side of his current wife who blamed a 14 year old for her husband having issues keeping his penis in his pants.

          and my side. a now 27-year-old woman (or "girly", whatever) who has had enough.

          i owned up to dropping the c-bomb.

          So even if you don't want to take sides, and you just want to hear them all out – is there anything the other two could possibly say that would make their actions justifiable?

          <abbr>Jac Star’s last blog post..Huzzah!</abbr>

          • Rain Rider

            its still your percepton. Like I said to Roger, I really don't care, but you sound pretty angry inside. But what we read is your side of the story. I would be interested in hearing the others, but like I said, I really don't care. You are allowed to post whatever you feel on the internet, so am I. Lets just say we agree to disagree on this issue. Take care of yourself and be careful. You are still young and will learn so much as you continue to go through life and whatever it deals you. Forget about that shit of when life gives you lemons make lemonade, when live gives you lemons, ask for the tequila!

    • Tiffany

      Are you kidding me? Because of some bad words this blog makes the internet unsafe for your kids? Have you been on the internet, or watched TV recently? This whole word is going to hell in a hand basket. It's people like you who don't know how to walk away ans shut up that makes this world unsafe. Ya life's unfair but she has the right to express her opinions anyway she likes. So take your own advice and GET USED TO IT and GROW UP AND FACE YOUR PROBLEMS!

  • Rain Rider

    I think you are all assholes for supporting one side of the story. As you will all learn in time, every story has 3 sides. This one sided view , in my opinion is from a very angry young girl. I say that beacuse of her choice words, sounds like you have none or little class whatsoever. You need to learn pretty fast girly, life is unfair and it sucks big time, GET USED TO IT!!!!
    As I said you sound very angry, why not get therapy to help you deal with your shit. Its blogs like yours that keep my kids unsafe on the internet. GROW UP AND FACE YOUR PROBLEMS, or are you some white trash that needs to bash other people’s integrity to make you look and feel better? Get over yourself and try to find solutions instead of crying the “poor me” tune.

    • Merlene Abbot

      I think you need to go back to school, Mr Rider – anyone with sense knows it’s “two sides to every story”.

      As for your kids, perhaps you should be asking what it is that you’re allowing them to see that makes them “unsafe”. Or are you another beer-drinking hobo that just stuffs their kids in the bedroom with a computer or video game and that’s “parenting”?

      Of course, anyone that uses terms like “girly” and “white trash” probably has a lot of their own issues to deal with, so letting their kids wander onto sites that are “unsafe” must be par for the course. What’s up, mother not breastfeed you well enough?

      • http://justkickinit.ca jacstar

        ha Merlene well said, thanks.

        and Rider… thanks for reading.

        <abbr>Jac Star’s last blog post..Huzzah!</abbr>

      • Rain Rider

        You have just supported my point! Wait a bit longer, you’ll see…3 sides to every story. And BTW, its Ms. Rider, no insult taken.

        • http://justkickinit.ca jacstar

          let's see… three sides….

          the side of my so-called father who desguised himself as a 13 year old girl to say awful things to his daughter, his son-in-law, and his ex-wife.

          the side of his current wife who blamed a 14 year old for her husband having issues keeping his penis in his pants.

          and my side. a now 27-year-old woman (or "girly", whatever) who has had enough.

          i owned up to dropping the c-bomb.

          So even if you don't want to take sides, and you just want to hear them all out – is there anything the other two could possibly say that would make their actions justifiable?

          <abbr>Jac Star’s last blog post..Huzzah!</abbr>

          • Rain Rider

            its still your percepton. Like I said to Roger, I really don’t care, but you sound pretty angry inside. But what we read is your side of the story. I would be interested in hearing the others, but like I said, I really don’t care. You are allowed to post whatever you feel on the internet, so am I. Lets just say we agree to disagree on this issue. Take care of yourself and be careful. You are still young and will learn so much as you continue to go through life and whatever it deals you. Forget about that shit of when life gives you lemons make lemonade, when live gives you lemons, ask for the tequila!

    • Tiffany

      Are you kidding me? Because of some bad words this blog makes the internet unsafe for your kids? Have you been on the internet, or watched TV recently? This whole word is going to hell in a hand basket. It’s people like you who don’t know how to walk away ans shut up that makes this world unsafe. Ya life’s unfair but she has the right to express her opinions anyway she likes. So take your own advice and GET USED TO IT and GROW UP AND FACE YOUR PROBLEMS!

  • Rain Rider

    I think you are all assholes for supporting one side of the story. As you will all learn in time, every story has 3 sides. This one sided view , in my opinion is from a very angry young girl. I say that beacuse of her choice words, sounds like you have none or little class whatsoever. You need to learn pretty fast girly, life is unfair and it sucks big time, GET USED TO IT!!!!

    As I said you sound very angry, why not get therapy to help you deal with your shit. Its blogs like yours that keep my kids unsafe on the internet. GROW UP AND FACE YOUR PROBLEMS, or are you some white trash that needs to bash other people's integrity to make you look and feel better? Get over yourself and try to find solutions instead of crying the "poor me" tune.

    • Merlene Abbot

      I think you need to go back to school, Mr Rider – anyone with sense knows it's "two sides to every story".

      As for your kids, perhaps you should be asking what it is that you're allowing them to see that makes them "unsafe". Or are you another beer-drinking hobo that just stuffs their kids in the bedroom with a computer or video game and that's "parenting"?

      Of course, anyone that uses terms like "girly" and "white trash" probably has a lot of their own issues to deal with, so letting their kids wander onto sites that are "unsafe" must be par for the course. What's up, mother not breastfeed you well enough?

      • http://www.justkickinit.ca Jac Star

        ha Merlene well said, thanks.

        and Rider… thanks for reading.

        <abbr>Jac Star’s last blog post..Huzzah!</abbr>

      • Rain Rider

        You have just supported my point! Wait a bit longer, you'll see…3 sides to every story. And BTW, its Ms. Rider, no insult taken.

      • Rain Rider

        You have just supported my point! Wait a bit longer, you'll see…3 sides to every story. And BTW, its Ms. Rider, no insult taken.

        • http://www.justkickinit.ca Jac Star

          let's see… three sides….

          the side of my so-called father who desguised himself as a 13 year old girl to say awful things to his daughter, his son-in-law, and his ex-wife.

          the side of his current wife who blamed a 14 year old for her husband having issues keeping his penis in his pants.

          and my side. a now 27-year-old woman (or "girly", whatever) who has had enough.

          i owned up to dropping the c-bomb.

          So even if you don't want to take sides, and you just want to hear them all out – is there anything the other two could possibly say that would make their actions justifiable?

          <abbr>Jac Star’s last blog post..Huzzah!</abbr>

          • Rain Rider

            its still your percepton. Like I said to Roger, I really don't care, but you sound pretty angry inside. But what we read is your side of the story. I would be interested in hearing the others, but like I said, I really don't care. You are allowed to post whatever you feel on the internet, so am I. Lets just say we agree to disagree on this issue. Take care of yourself and be careful. You are still young and will learn so much as you continue to go through life and whatever it deals you. Forget about that shit of when life gives you lemons make lemonade, when live gives you lemons, ask for the tequila!

          • Rain Rider

            its still your percepton. Like I said to Roger, I really don't care, but you sound pretty angry inside. But what we read is your side of the story. I would be interested in hearing the others, but like I said, I really don't care. You are allowed to post whatever you feel on the internet, so am I. Lets just say we agree to disagree on this issue. Take care of yourself and be careful. You are still young and will learn so much as you continue to go through life and whatever it deals you. Forget about that shit of when life gives you lemons make lemonade, when live gives you lemons, ask for the tequila!

    • Tiffany

      Are you kidding me? Because of some bad words this blog makes the internet unsafe for your kids? Have you been on the internet, or watched TV recently? This whole word is going to hell in a hand basket. It's people like you who don't know how to walk away ans shut up that makes this world unsafe. Ya life's unfair but she has the right to express her opinions anyway she likes. So take your own advice and GET USED TO IT and GROW UP AND FACE YOUR PROBLEMS!

  • Anonymous

    Wow! Rain Rider….You do sound mature….Calling someone girly. I'm probably old enough to be your father and i've seen and done more in life than you can imagine. As it occured to you that maybe just maybe we actually know this person from somewhere else. It's not by chance that we decided to open a blog and side with just anyone. Calling someone white trash because you probably heard it on t.v. is a good sign of the size of the pea you have between your ears. Grow up yourself before trying to raise kids.

    • Rain Rider

      Thanks again, you also have supported my point. If you are old enough, you should know better. As she is allowed to her opinion, so am I. Whose to say she is right, Its her perception of a situation, and you all believe her. Well, good for you. If you are old enough to be my father, wow, you must be pretty old! Good for you for being able to use the computer! In any case, I've just spent 2 minutes on you that I'll never get back. Have a nice day!

  • Anonymous

    Wow! Rain Rider….You do sound mature….Calling someone girly. I’m probably old enough to be your father and i’ve seen and done more in life than you can imagine. As it occured to you that maybe just maybe we actually know this person from somewhere else. It’s not by chance that we decided to open a blog and side with just anyone. Calling someone white trash because you probably heard it on t.v. is a good sign of the size of the pea you have between your ears. Grow up yourself before trying to raise kids.

    • Rain Rider

      Thanks again, you also have supported my point. If you are old enough, you should know better. As she is allowed to her opinion, so am I. Whose to say she is right, Its her perception of a situation, and you all believe her. Well, good for you. If you are old enough to be my father, wow, you must be pretty old! Good for you for being able to use the computer! In any case, I’ve just spent 2 minutes on you that I’ll never get back. Have a nice day!

  • Anonymous

    Wow! Rain Rider….You do sound mature….Calling someone girly. I'm probably old enough to be your father and i've seen and done more in life than you can imagine. As it occured to you that maybe just maybe we actually know this person from somewhere else. It's not by chance that we decided to open a blog and side with just anyone. Calling someone white trash because you probably heard it on t.v. is a good sign of the size of the pea you have between your ears. Grow up yourself before trying to raise kids.

    • Rain Rider

      Thanks again, you also have supported my point. If you are old enough, you should know better. As she is allowed to her opinion, so am I. Whose to say she is right, Its her perception of a situation, and you all believe her. Well, good for you. If you are old enough to be my father, wow, you must be pretty old! Good for you for being able to use the computer! In any case, I've just spent 2 minutes on you that I'll never get back. Have a nice day!

    • Rain Rider

      Thanks again, you also have supported my point. If you are old enough, you should know better. As she is allowed to her opinion, so am I. Whose to say she is right, Its her perception of a situation, and you all believe her. Well, good for you. If you are old enough to be my father, wow, you must be pretty old! Good for you for being able to use the computer! In any case, I've just spent 2 minutes on you that I'll never get back. Have a nice day!

  • Anonymous

    If your still at the age were you can dictate what your kiddies do on the internet well let's just say i passed that age a long time ago. I still think that you don't quite get it. The subject was not up to debate.We were backing a friend so who exactly are you in the equation? And as for being pretty old i guess i am but at least i know what is morally right and what is wrong.

    • Rain Rider

      Roger,

      all I'm saying is that the story you read on this blog is her perception, if the others had their say on their perception, maybe it would be different. I really don't care but I still believe every story has 3 sides. Yours, mine and the truth.

  • Anonymous

    If your still at the age were you can dictate what your kiddies do on the internet well let’s just say i passed that age a long time ago. I still think that you don’t quite get it. The subject was not up to debate.We were backing a friend so who exactly are you in the equation? And as for being pretty old i guess i am but at least i know what is morally right and what is wrong.

    • Rain Rider

      Roger,
      all I’m saying is that the story you read on this blog is her perception, if the others had their say on their perception, maybe it would be different. I really don’t care but I still believe every story has 3 sides. Yours, mine and the truth.

  • Anonymous

    If your still at the age were you can dictate what your kiddies do on the internet well let's just say i passed that age a long time ago. I still think that you don't quite get it. The subject was not up to debate.We were backing a friend so who exactly are you in the equation? And as for being pretty old i guess i am but at least i know what is morally right and what is wrong.

    • Rain Rider

      Roger,

      all I'm saying is that the story you read on this blog is her perception, if the others had their say on their perception, maybe it would be different. I really don't care but I still believe every story has 3 sides. Yours, mine and the truth.

  • Anonymous

    If your still at the age were you can dictate what your kiddies do on the internet well let's just say i passed that age a long time ago. I still think that you don't quite get it. The subject was not up to debate.We were backing a friend so who exactly are you in the equation? And as for being pretty old i guess i am but at least i know what is morally right and what is wrong.

  • Anonymous

    Rain rider maybe you still don't get the fact that we know this person not only from this blog. So to us it 's not about how many sides or variants to a story but simply a question of friendship. Think about it if one of your kids would tell you about something awful that had happened. Would you really say: Well, they are 3 sides to a story.

  • Anonymous

    Rain rider maybe you still don’t get the fact that we know this person not only from this blog. So to us it ‘s not about how many sides or variants to a story but simply a question of friendship. Think about it if one of your kids would tell you about something awful that had happened. Would you really say: Well, they are 3 sides to a story.

  • Anonymous

    Rain rider maybe you still don't get the fact that we know this person not only from this blog. So to us it 's not about how many sides or variants to a story but simply a question of friendship. Think about it if one of your kids would tell you about something awful that had happened. Would you really say: Well, they are 3 sides to a story.

  • Anonymous

    Rain rider maybe you still don't get the fact that we know this person not only from this blog. So to us it 's not about how many sides or variants to a story but simply a question of friendship. Think about it if one of your kids would tell you about something awful that had happened. Would you really say: Well, they are 3 sides to a story.

  • Anonymous

    Rain rider maybe you still don't get the fact that we know this person not only from this blog. So to us it 's not about how many sides or variants to a story but simply a question of friendship. Think about it if one of your kids would tell you about something awful that had happened. Would you really say: Well, they are 3 sides to a story.